A New Ripple In The Water

WITHOUT A MOMENTS NOTICE
MY HEART HAS PAUSED
MINUTES TURNED INTO HOURS
CONTINUING TO STARE
AT A BLANK WALL WITH
NO PICTURES, NO COLOR,
NO STORY.
A WALL AS BLANK AS
MY MIND.
MY TEARS STREAM DOWN
MY FACE
FORMING NEW RIPPLE'S
IN MY LIFE
DRIPPING FROM MY CHIN
ONTO MY SHIRT
SLOWLY SEEPING
INTO THE CRACKS
OF MY HEART.
I'M LEFT MOTIONLESS
HERE IN FRONT OF THIS
BLANK WALL.
I HAVE NO THOUGHTS
MY WORDS HAVE BECOME FROZEN
AND STILL MY HEART
REMAINS PAUSED.

♥♥♥

Moments before I'm about to see you,
a little pocket of joy fills inside of me.
It stands on my heart on its tippy toes
while it peeps out through my eyes just to see you.
Sometimes when it can't hear you well,
it moves to the lobes of my ears,
and hangs on by every word you say.
When you hold me and it wants to feel you,
it moves to my finger tips so it to can touch you.
Every time you begin to kiss me it flutters and
that pocket of joy rolls down into my tummy
startling all the little butterflies that lie there sleeping,
forcing them to fly around through out my entire body.
This happens every time I see you.

Heartache For All The Right Reasons

Do his cheeks hurt after smiling so big? Does he get a tingly sensation in the pit of his tummy like me? When he kisses me do you think his heart explodes with joy like mine? When he sleeps at night, does he find himself staring into the dark but can see me through it? When he sees lovers kissing, does it make him miss me? Will cheesecake ever be the same to him?

Could he say loving anyone else would never compare to what we have? Will November just now be a month in the Fall? Does he truly know when I say I mean it? Does the number eighteen stick to his brain like it does mine? Have all the butterflies broken out of jail and found my body as their hide out? Does he feel the same way about coffee the way I do?

Does he know the stars have changed their pattern? Does he know I close my eyes last right before we kiss? Does he realize he's swept me off my sleeping cloud more than a dozen times? Can he feel my trembling legs and can he see the clumsy in my eyes? How does he know when I can't say it? Does he know he's another word that yet hasn't been discovered to describe love?

If he knows, then I'm speechless...

Best New Years EVER...2009!

I brought in the new year with newly found friends, a smile on my face and a loving boyfriend. Not to exclude my children, they were not old enough to be out that late! 2010 has Lot's to offer for a girl like me!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

First Date: Dinner vs Lunch

My theory was right all along!

A man who takes a women to dinner is most likely to try and sleep with her that night!

A man who takes a women to lunch it interested in getting the facts before the deed!

I know, I'm smart =)