Standing Alone

I see your face and movement from your mouth,
I hear nothing.
I see the tears you try so hard to hold back,
their welting in your eyes.
I see your body language and
it doesn't make any sense.
I feel the pain,
but I'm not dead.
I feel the loss
with my heart.
I know love is sometimes nothing,
but I'm the wrong person to feel that with.
I know your heart has taken off,
but mine was here watching it go.
I can't see beyond today,
I am blinded with how I feel.
I can't tell you everything I want to say,
you're on one side and I'm on another.
I see your face and it makes me ache,
I see no tears and makes me think.