Zzzzzzzz.....

My legs are restless and my back is aching,
I lay on this old couch and suddenly it becomes beyond comforting.
I close my eyes and now I'm falling into a deep sleep,
Winding down into place I have never been.
As I am falling and falling I get butterflies,
I feel relaxed.
The walls are glowing from the electricity,
The air smells like cinnamon,
I feel like I'm in a scene from Alice in Wonderland,
Except, retro active.
And as I come to a stop I land in a bed of coconut,
Surprisingly comfortable.
I'm laying there seeping into a daze,
Into a trance I can't wake out of.
My fingers become full of tingles,
And my hair become soft as silk.
Suddenly I feel a rocking that is back and forth,
And as I look down, I am now laying at the bed of a crescent moon.
It rocks me to sleep and there I dream of another place,
A place that smells like cinnamon,
And the walls glow from electricity.

Its Not What It Seems To Be Anymore...

There are so many expectations and reasons and whatever else it may be. It's overwhelming me and pushing me over the edge where I no longer feel like its worth taking someones hand.

I no longer feel like an excuse can become a reason then turn into something it should of never have.

With every emotion going through my body I have broken myself into a piece of something that is numb and has no taste buds. No reaction to things that matter and no reaction to things that don't.

I see a hole in the wall that is surrounded by piece and love. I just can't seem to climb out of it. I slept in it and its taking over everything that I once believed in.

I'm numb, full, tired and hopeless.

Change arrived and it's not leaving.