What A DAY!

What a weird week. I mean things could have been worse but I don't care what would have been worse, it all was bad.

So I'm super happy about the amount I'm receiving on my tax refund, to only find out a good chuck of it was garnished. I was so disappointed. I called the company who prepared it and they could not see what the issue was. So the I call the IRS and they could not tell me either. The IRS tells me that I will be receiving a letter in the mail that will explain everything. This is just perfect. I'm moving in one week. How lovely.

So then the day continues as I am picking up my son. As he is telling me about his upcoming field trip, he realizes that his trip in this coming Tuesday. BUT as I am reading his permission slip it says April not March. So then I am telling him its next month he starts to get upset. Like he started tearing up. My 8 year old tough guy is crying about a field trip to the zoo. Little does he know, I already planned a trip to the zoo tomorrow. But that didn't make him happy. So then he wants his dad and his aunt to come with. So I was like okay that's fine they can come too. The more the merrier, right?

The only person that was super happy today was my little girl. We picked her up from school and she was just bursting with joy. It was adorable.

After all the tears I cried and my son cried, we are tired. But then we get home and my kids suddenly get in hyper mode and now they are running all over the place - good for them. Blogging is my playtime.

The Movement

You love over and over again until the love runs out or someone's heart gets broken. You love over and over again without the thought of how your last relationship ended. You love over and over again even when he or she doesn't love you back. You love over and over again even when it hurts. You love over and over again until you either realize you're better off alone or you've falling in love. Loving feels good if you really know how to love someone.

You cry when your heart breaks. You cry when you've been lied to. You cry when you've been cheated on. You cry when you've been ignored. You cry when things don't go your way. Have you ever cried you were so happy? Did you cry the last time you were surprised? Did your eyes tear up when you found a love note that was left for you? I think crying is such a good stress reliever, why wait to cry for something, more so when it's bad? The good things in life deserve a tear.

And after it all, you move on.

R.I.P. Doormat

So I am about to walk out of my house this morning, and as I am opening the door - I see that my most awesome skull doormat is missing. Gone. Vanished. STOLEN!

What the fuck man! I seriously had the same reaction a person would have if a dead body was dumped on their door step! I GASP'd thee fuck out!

Man that damn thing cost me $30! I would NEVER spend $30 on a fucking doormat....but it was so awesome I couldn't resist. But now it's gone.

Fuck those assholes! Supporting their fucking crack habit by selling my damn doormat. I will fucking cut them! Who does that shit! I mean steal a car, lie about needing a water cup and get Sprite....but steal a doormat? That must mean your ugly...

Mother fuckers! I fucking steal your life!

You gotta fight!

You fight so hard for the things you want, the things you need and the things you think are worth fighting for. What I want is to be happy. What I need is to be happy. My happiness is worth it.

No one ever understands why things happen. So they comfort themselves by saying things happen for a reason. I think time will give you that understanding that you deserve. Everything is reason, things will happen. Don't lean on reason, lean on life. Life happens. Embrace it even when someone has broken your heart. Or like the when the PHX Suns lost to Houston. Those are sad things, but you didn't stop working. You moved on, or are continuing to move on.